A beautiful defeat

I don’t know, is this situation that I’m currently going through has come to a conclusion that I am completely lost?

I couldn’t even be able to grasp anything I want. Person, material things, etc.

I am completely confused right now.

Never in my life that I got through this kind of situations before. All was in place, on time or late, it all happened in the end.

Perhaps adulthood shows you more and more that you have barely minimum control of life.

That you are not capable to make scenario of others depending on your own desires.

You have no power over situations and people.

You control yourself, that’s the point.

Life will have no end throwing you all craps that you may not ever imagine before.

But yet, you have God, whenever you feel lost, confused, depressed, you have Him as your infinite return.

He will guide you without you even notice, slowly or all of a sudden, anything in His control, His blessings are perpetual, you will never have a full capacity to picture them all.

Dear you.

Your grief is temporary, you will find another phase that show you the broad view of what you are suffering right now.

We don’t know when this suffering ends. But it is okay to live with your grief, let the tears fall down once in a while, yet let yourself open to any opportunities ahead either.

Don’t build towering walls around you anymore. Grow and experience again. All things.

Dont let fears hold you back. Just remember, we will face all kind of situations again, happiness, sadness, disappointment, anything.

Don’t let this one thing happens right now put you down and put you off from any rooms to blossom.

Be present, absorb all lessons, and go on.