Life in a thoughtful perspective
Whether it is a heartbreak, a lost, or any kind of grief, dissapointment, and pain you are currently suffering, it essentially leads to one solid notion, this is a test, part of life that you can not detach from.
They are formed as many cases, failing in a test, career promotion, romance, anything.
They will be no end of this struggling because everyday is a battle. My ‘this year mantra’ is something as simple as ‘just live for today, at least, yet to the utmost’.
I had been occupied my whole life worrying everything. My mind was full with presumptions of tomorrow. I fed my fears too much that I forgot to live in the moment, to be completely happy whenever the situations calm my nerves without guessing what dooms coming next to take the place.
Parallel with that idea, whenever I felt hurt by situations, I have barely no hope of the future, that the pain will stay with me forever, that life stop to roll around itself.
But, deep down inside I know that I was manipulating myself, I let the pain control me because I did not want to face reality, to move, to take single small step to walk the path again. I was such a coward. I blamed on people, I live with the grief, I raise my ego even further. Those shameful actions that now I come to realize has put me off from growing.
Past is in the past. I have an awareness to bloom myself to the fullest now. I let the mistakes stay in the past with my old self and give permission to me now to flourish.
Everytime I face life difficulties, at any forms those are, I let myself know that this is just one to many other tests that I have to pass through.
Nothing is complicated as long as you do not allow it to crush you. It is completely in your mind. You direct yourself to the path that you have been dreaming of. You have a total control over yourself, people and situations are externals. They are there, outside of you, they will stay forever there. But you are here basically with a capacity to control your own world and carve it out in accordance to your appetite.
